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hello world ! december 19th 2008 !

this morning, i woke up and i took a long and really hot shower ! felt SO NICE , and then i did my hair.. sort of.. and then my make up (: because i knew that andrea was going to photograph me today so, i gots ta you know, look all cayooooot !

anyways i got to school and of course every year my group of friends have the largest line of presents, sometimes its such a freaking hassal because i have to carry all these bags, and oh lord it just gets sooo tiring. and even in class, people like, trip over your shit and everything. whatever !

1st period: vocab quiz ! EASY as always ! and then just chilled slash studied or well i mean "studied" for apush with jerald, jon reyes, and andrew ! then i tried to guess what everyone gave me... hahahah
2nd period: CHEMISTRY! PARTAYYYYYY! gosh, i was craving munchies sooooo much ! so i ate my bag.. well some of it and then anne's brownies were freaking GOOD =) so yeah basically that period i stuffed my face with some junk food :( but thats okay, imma walk it out =) & then jenna and i took some vogue pictures and then pia and regina came with some popcorn so we took MORE pictures. we saw come kernals and tried to make our cellphones pop the kernal... and i have never seen something like that before... hahahah. and then i said bye to miss haynes :( shes such an awesome teacher ! i hope she comes back !
3rd period: i dont really like spanish class anymore. its so boring because we do the same things all over again, i dont know if its a curse or something, but every spanish class, like i have NO one in my class... so im like alone.. which freaking sucks. but yeah today we did our diario and our noticias and just watched la catrina.. kind of boring, i hoped that we could eat and just chill but NO ! :(
4th period: MATH! THANK GOD ! the homework checkup was canceled... ONE DAY SHES IN A GOOD MOOD =) so we just discussed you know, our group project and what not... and then after that we did these wierd word thingies... hahahahah
5th period: GOT SUMM DAT WASSAIL ! YAYYY ! it tasted kind of orangy but it was still pretty good =) thanks roddy ! took MORE pictures.. hahaha
6th period: APUSH :( i dont like this class at all, except for the people.. there pretty chillll ! the test was okay... not tooo bad ! but whatever, but i think i did bad.... HAHAH

but yeah this week has been an interesting week, with a down so low, its still pretty yeah. & i cant believe i opened my presents... HAHAH how pathetic, every year i tell myself that i will wait and look what happens, i am tempted to open everything. THANKS EVERYONE FOR THE GIFTS, I LOVE THEM =)

right now, he's at the jesus sleepover watching over little kids =) which kind of makes me sad because there wont be a late night convo :( but thats okay, theres always saturday, sunday, monday.. etc =)

12/19/08:
HUNGRY
& sooo madly in like with you =)

everything

is sort of kind of falling into place?
i dont know...

WOW i just realized that i havent updated in a really long time. THANK YOU JUNIOR YEAR.
shooooot, there was this one week, where i just had literally just a breakdown.. it was HORRIBLE.
but whatever, i need to learn how to time manage!

AND GOOD NEWS ! i finally have text ! so ya'lll bust out yo phones and text me :DDDD

mmmm... yesterday....
was totally great (:
grandpa's birthday, spending time with the family and most of all the pacquiao fight !
hahaha i like how my ate was like
" stuff like that makes me proud to be filipino."
puauhahaha i <3 my family.

the cousins and i and my sister took like 94358734958734 photos on the webcam... HAHAH
it got to the point where the webcam went like black.. HAHA !



LATELY:
-to me, boy troubles have been FAR GONE (:
- relationships are mending.. some broken, but i could give a damn, because the ones i wanted to be mended are finally effing mended.
- theres just one person on my mind, and its driving me insane.
- the driving insane part equals no concentration at school
- LAKERS ARE KICKING ASS (: go ariza ! =)
- except that one game against the effing pacers.. THAT WAS REALLY LUCKY !

& thats basically it.. so much for an update right? ha! its just basically
-i'm madly in like with you**
- school is whack
-and GOOOOO LAKERS ! =)

one body one spirit

conformation two retreat was the bomb dizzzle !
i find myself missing everyone who went on that retreat and i find myself on this "spirital high "
YAY.


NO SCHOOL TODAY BECAUSE THE FIRES.
thank THE LORD.
honestly, i got home and just talked on the phone not doing ANY homework what so ever.
HAHAHAH IM SUCH A BAD GIRL (;

what the heck, i still find myself tired after like... i slept in, and i woke up at like.. 9:30 which like never happens to me because im so used to waking up early. so WHATEVER

i hate homework, and i hate being confused,
STILL.

" i try to reach you, i could almost feel you but then you dissappear."

=?

like honestly.

question: are you just going to leave it as it is?!
no phone call since god knows when, and i guess this is how its going to be left at.
THANKS BIATCH. it was fun getting to know you.

LAKERS WON YESTERDAY, and this is day two of eating out.. im fureakkkkking fat :( i neeeeeeda run.

yesterday was a chill day, hung out with cousin and sister at click.. HAHA spent like.. 29 dollars? or something? i dont know, but i need to finish homework. i have :

-maxwell essay
- chemistry test this friday
- noticias
- math homework
- & outline
SO MUCH =_________=
but whatever i guess i'll cope, and plus, i have two days, PLENTY of time right right right ?!?!!?

WOHOO ! i carly marathon on like..4. it'll give me something to do, besides doing my actual homework.

i kinda sorta like the weather today... cold, but still a little sunny, which reminds me, my sunglasses broke :[ so someone buy me another pair! please&thanks(;

SOMEONE LETS DO SOMETHING ALREADY & SAVE ME FROM THIS BOREDOM.

2:07 pm
-relived
-determined
-& possibly falling?? we'll see.

I thought

i was right.
damn women's intution never works on me ! :[

fuck fuck fuck fuck !
oh whatever, i'll eventually get over it right?
thanks for the screwover.



nina's was funnn (:
thee chillest thing so far, and i guess its something i needed... welll, i need more, but that'lll do just fine (:

today?
I BOUGHT, well my mom bought me.. A NEW PAIR OF BOOTS !
AHHHHHH IM SO EXCITED BECAUSE THERE THE ONES I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO LOCATE EVERSINCE I CAN REMEMBER.
AND THEY WERE ONLY 22 DOLLARS.
haaaaaaaaaaaail yes :DDDDDDDDDD
so now, i pray that the cold will come in and so i can rock them babbbbbies ,oooooooh yes.
4 day weekends suck ass, especially with drama floating in the air. i was kinda bummed that i didnt get to go see my cousins this weekend :[ but theres monday and tuesday because we dont have schooooool !


7:09 pm
-sad
-mad
-confused
-HURT.

<3

welll since i blogged yesterday at like 3 in the morning.. all im going to say is...


" i think i may like you,
i already do,
feelings can grow,
but they can go away too "

my feet

HURT.

TODAY WAS A GREAT DAY, and im glad that it was =)
el dia de los muertos, and then erika's debut, which was by far the best thing that has happened since freaking junior year :[ BOOOOO SCHOOOL.

i'm seriously starting to feel sick of it. i feel like i've been there forever, and its only been like how many months?!?! REALLY NOW.


SOO CONFUSED.
iiiii think im fallllllin in & out of LIKE.... well maybe not. ITS NOT EVEN NOTHING. like i barely even know, so more talking should = ???????????? WHO KNOWS.

its november 1st and in about 3 days we'll have a new president of the united states.
GOOD, some better fix the damn economy .

<3

LUCKY

for those who don't have to go through stupid APUSH.


aye caramba !
yay for weekend ! i think this weekend, im really going to do homework, because i dont wanna be left behind.. AGAIN.

i was on my way home from my lolo's house and i noticed that there were clouds in the sky!
clouds = (: = RAIN ! = YAYYYYYY ! right right right right?!?!?!

so this week was pretty chill... NOT. it would of been if i wasnt taking all these super hard classes ! which is a total pain in the butt. but whatever , cant do anything about, and i guess it'll pay off in the long run nooo?

SO WEDNESDAY WAS THE DAY.
i could not focus on any of my shit because of srghdifuhgdfiugdkgndfiug !
DAMN YOU ! haha jk. (:

i cant wait till retreat, and i just noticed that i can't stay on one topic for more then what? three lines? hahaha i'm lame. but yeah i can't wait. jerald, jenna, and nina just came back from it and they said it was the best one yet. which kind of makes me excited because if the other one was good, this one should be even BETTER. and this time forsure, im taking with me a pack of some kleenex, you know, just in case i might shed some tears, which is almost most likely.

dumb psat tomorrow, but halloween is RIGHT around the corner, and i'm pretty excited this year, usually im not that excited but i dont know why i am this year? hahah i'm wierd.

queee mas?! usually i have a lot to say, since i blog at the end of the week, because i have no time to freaking blog during the week! stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid school !
CANNNA HEAR AN AMEEEEEEEEN!?


AMEN !
i hope school takes it easy on me this week...
<3

i guess?

efffff junior year. its a bunch of BULLLLL.


blah, everyone's away at retreat and im here at my aunt's house watching super nanny. My parents are in the hospital, so i guess im just stuck at home with my sister, doing some tarea.

EFFFFF. im failing the majority of my classes....
well okay, not literally failing but i'm aint doing so hot in trig, and in spanish, which was my favorite subject until i got senora esquer...
theres something about that lady that doesnt make me happy, and usually at school im a happy person because i LIKE to learn, and apply it to everyday life, and she just totally ruins it for me.
THANKS SENORA.

I can just sit here and complain about how this sucks when i know people out there have it WAY worse then i do. like my mom. I still hope she's okay, going through some surgery is not all that exciting....

This week has been i guess, somewhat good? yeah. not that stressfull.. better then most weeks though ! I WISH I HAD IVERSON FOR CHEMISTRY. really. but whatever, maybe theres a reason why i dont????? ha.

RETREAT. i REALLY REALLY want to go. I have so many things within me that i just need to let go and " let god" nahhhhhhh sayin?

SO, on a better topic, who wants to hangout !? who wants go to click? i think thats what its called?! freaking, i miss hanging out with people... stupid junior year ! but thats all going to change hopefully when i start to drive :D

hm.. theres really nothing to say i guess..
pray for my mom?
I LOVE YOU MOM. HANG IN THERE. <333

the weather

today feels prettty good. haven't seen this type of weather since.. what? freaking europe !!



TODAY TODAY TODAY.
one heckkkk of a day, almost died today HA.

pia came over today.. for like.. 20 minutes.. hahahahahah. then my daddy, well i drove us to the yogurt bar. then we went to the shoppes and just chilled there.

so speaking of almost dying... freaking dancing on floats are VERY dangerous, i adivse each and every one of you to not do it. or if you're willing to, wear a helmet!
HAHA.

the game was COLD and tiring. i didnt even get to sing today because i ran acorss the field from the float.

BLAHHHH EFFFFFF SCHOOL.
really.
<3

what the..

dissapointment !!!! >:[


i swear, the weather here in chino hills is sooo freaking homo. and freaking decieving. i woke up and got ready for church thinking it would stay sooo gloomy the whole day, but what do you know. by the time erika's practice was over, it was heckkkka hot ! LAME.

i should be doing la tarea right now. i currently have chem, math, and apush, oh and i have to find some stupid article in spanish and like give a stupid oral presentaion in class. UGH i swear spanish is SO HARD thanks so sra. esquer! :[ no me gusta NADA.

today was pretty chill i guess.
i took a nap, which is rare and it felt really good because i needed to catch up on my sleeping. i know for sure this week i wont be sleeping well because the stupid unit test for apush is THIS friday. WHAT KIND OF LAME TEACHER WOULD SCHEDULE A TEST THE DAY BEFORE HOMECOMING !?!?! like SERIOUSLY. commmmmon!

haaaaaaaaaaa. i ran into noel today and i told him that the ushers would be empty today. HA! good thing i went at 9, i dont like ushering at 5 no more, waste of my time. hahahaha.

OKAY well im just rambling, but i guess this is what blogging is for i guess?

so. until next time
<3


PS. 6 more days.

seven days

till homecoming!! yaaaaaay !

this year has seriously been filled with so many ups & downs, but you know what, i am so ready for the shit that junior year is going to throw at me. as long as i have my confidence and my friends, and of course i know god will be with me to, then im pretty much set, SO. BRING IT ON JUNIOR YEAR.

today, was a chill day to the max!
woke up at like..7, i have no idea why, and i ate, tried to do apush homework but i got sleepy again so i just went back to sleep until like 9. today jerald and i went to west co to try and hunt down the most legit homecoming dress ever, and apparently we found it ! BUT , it freaking took us like 5 hours straight to find that damn dress ! geeeze. hahaha.
so anyways, jerald came over at 11 and we left for the mall, and i drove there ! =D
this driving thing isn't so bad, just gots to be VERY careful, but i didnt take the freeway to the mall so it pretty much took foreverr! so many dips and stoplights and everything! =__=
ANYWAYS, we got there and jerald and i walked into macys and started looking through the women's dresses, which were nice, but not really my style, so we strolled on over to the junior section. we hit the racks and we found the most gorgeous silver dress i have personally ever seen in my entire life.

i knew it was the one for sure, so i took it, tried it on, and its like god answered my prayers and literally sent this dress to me. it was like it had my name on it or something. but apparently it didnt because it was way to expensive :[ so jerald and i continued our little adventure in finding me a legit homecoming dress, and stopping along the way in other stores to check out some fly earrrrings to you know, to go with [;

after what seemed like forever, we didnt find a dress in any of the stores, but found earrings and bangles at charlotte russe, so i bought those and headed back to macys to try and disect those racks again. and what did you know?! i changed the color like.. 458753458 times. i felt bad for gopher.. hahah. heavens, i even met new people in the dressing room because i tried on so many dresses! hahah first i wanted a silver dress,and then black, and then jasmine aladdin blue, coral, teal, and then finally yellow! so yes, for all who are reading at this momment, my homecoming dress is yellow. and i am super happy with it because i think yellow looks good with my dark skin [:

so jerald and i ate and just talked and caught up with each other, and raving about how excited we are for homecoming... alll that time for just one night, jesus ! =___=

in the mean time, i should probably be doing some homework right now. i think ellington is winning for the teacher thats giving me the most homework, but i wouldnt blame the man, its an ap class so i guess what hes giving us isnt that bad compared to the shit we're getting later..ugh i dont care anymore, i'll start everything tomorrow, from the time i get home from debut practice!

WHICH TOTALLY REMINDS ME.
erikson and i are going to swim in erika's pool tomorrow ! hahah well , if its super hot because today was pretty breezy, and swimming isnt fun when its breezy :[ so hopefully the weather will be nice to go swimming, which means its supposed to be super hot. =)

yeah so anyways, school. ugh its whatever, too much damn homework and way to much procrastination, dont really like my teacher but life sucks right? have nothing to really complain for, so i'll just shut up about school. =)

this blogging thing is prettttty legit ! haha THANKS PIA! =]

so, until next time.
<3