from the pi!
phew! what a trip! it feels like summer has been forever! and i was only there for like what? 2 weeks?
haha i guess you can say that im jetlagged? i dont know.. i slept at 12 and woke up at 5.. is that normal? hahaha.
this year was different. of course i was super excited to finally get away from everything that was happening here in the united states, but at the same time, i was kind of eh for leaving on the first day of summer.. like really now?! i dont know.. theres something about this trip that made it a lot different from the last time i was there. well obviously for the reason i guess.. i went because of a funeral. and best believe it that it was my ver first funeral in my entire life. i didnt know how to act, how to feel. my mom's aunt died. and even though i didnt really establish a rock solid relationship with her.. she took care of my mom when my grandma died. without her, i dont think my mom would be the same person she would be today. i guess that gave me a reason to cry. i remember when i got there, to the province, walking into the house, and seeing the coffin there was already over whelming. tears were already streaming down my face, and for what? it sucked.. really. it made me want to go back in time and try to re establish a nice relationship with her. i love you grandma maria, may you rest in peace <3
Staying in the province was another deal. i met my cousins ( i guess they're my 2nd cousins because they were the kids of my mom's cousin) and they're all little kids, wth the oldest one being 12. they made me realize that life doesnt need to be lived with many nice things. they live in a small house, but they are a HAPPY family. it just hit me and made me realize how much i am blessed with. it was so hard leaving the province, id never think i would emotionally establish an individual relationship with each kid. i miss each and every one of them! :(
OVERALL. the philippines was just a nice way to relax and get away from all the stress. what did i do?
-ice skating, best believe it! they WILL fill their huge malls with random stuff like.. an ice skating rink!
- i got sick - NOT SWINE FLU ! i just got the fever and a cold! ;)
- shopping, i cant believe im saying this, but i dont think i ever wanna shop until school starts. really.
- and of course eating, i think im going to go vegetarian for a while.. no joke.
i miss everyone! and im still in the process of unpacking! hit me up and we'll chill!
<3
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Saturday, May 30, 2009
weekend
this weekend was by far the best weekend so far! i really just needed one of these weekends to just find myself again.
friday- school was lame, since i was in a bad mood that day. but i went to go see up with jacob and my sister ;) UP is the cutest movie by far! and i think you should go see it, because its the effing best :) it made me cry like 39573458 times! hahaha and i tried to be all slick about it! it was great! so i guess after the movies i heard th lakers won :) which just totally just made my day even more. it was so great because i couldnt believe i was out, chilling with him (: how could my weekend get any better right?! unbelieveable. so i guess i brought jacob home after the movies. and i swear, if i had a time machine.. i would just rewind and freeze until that momment. friday just revealed everything i needed to know about us, and im glad now. friday night just totally altered my feelings toward him, and whats up for us. im glad that friday night happened! like REAL happy :)
saturday- i woke up to the sound of my sister getting ready for knotts. which was kinda lame because i wanted to go! but thats okay, because i was so excited for chino hills high luau! i really wanted to just chill with my cousins you know? its because i rarely even see them now these days, and it stinks you know!? anyways. so my mom dropped marjorie and i to the luau and we waited for ate cherisse and her boyfriand. it was great seeing all the officers from ayala! i like how we just bonded there :) oh well i take that back.. it was the officers plus jason :) hahahah. the luau was good, food was great. so me, my ate, her boyfriend and marjorie left after the luau was finished and my ate picked jacob up from his house to go hang out. i was so surprised that his parents would let him out this late. but it was fun. we drove to joghurt! it was super crowded! marjorie got so much, and after minutes of dilerberaton, justin and ate finally decided to get something too ! it was great. so then we dropped jacob home, and then we went back to chino hills high to get picked up.
DOPE WEEKEND OR WHAT?! seeing boy for 2 days in a row?! :DDDD SCORE.
but really now. i didnt realize this until now, but friday night just totally set the precedent for the future. i cant wait :D
until next time.
may 30th 2009
- bubbly
- tired
-officially missing you :)
friday- school was lame, since i was in a bad mood that day. but i went to go see up with jacob and my sister ;) UP is the cutest movie by far! and i think you should go see it, because its the effing best :) it made me cry like 39573458 times! hahaha and i tried to be all slick about it! it was great! so i guess after the movies i heard th lakers won :) which just totally just made my day even more. it was so great because i couldnt believe i was out, chilling with him (: how could my weekend get any better right?! unbelieveable. so i guess i brought jacob home after the movies. and i swear, if i had a time machine.. i would just rewind and freeze until that momment. friday just revealed everything i needed to know about us, and im glad now. friday night just totally altered my feelings toward him, and whats up for us. im glad that friday night happened! like REAL happy :)
saturday- i woke up to the sound of my sister getting ready for knotts. which was kinda lame because i wanted to go! but thats okay, because i was so excited for chino hills high luau! i really wanted to just chill with my cousins you know? its because i rarely even see them now these days, and it stinks you know!? anyways. so my mom dropped marjorie and i to the luau and we waited for ate cherisse and her boyfriand. it was great seeing all the officers from ayala! i like how we just bonded there :) oh well i take that back.. it was the officers plus jason :) hahahah. the luau was good, food was great. so me, my ate, her boyfriend and marjorie left after the luau was finished and my ate picked jacob up from his house to go hang out. i was so surprised that his parents would let him out this late. but it was fun. we drove to joghurt! it was super crowded! marjorie got so much, and after minutes of dilerberaton, justin and ate finally decided to get something too ! it was great. so then we dropped jacob home, and then we went back to chino hills high to get picked up.
DOPE WEEKEND OR WHAT?! seeing boy for 2 days in a row?! :DDDD SCORE.
but really now. i didnt realize this until now, but friday night just totally set the precedent for the future. i cant wait :D
until next time.
may 30th 2009
- bubbly
- tired
-officially missing you :)
Friday, May 1, 2009
vent,vent,vent.
4th period= GOOD VENTING SESSION.
& also, our little, non math related conversation of hot boys at our school.. HAHAHAH best believe, there are SOME. hahahahaha.
anyways, this week hasnt really been a good one. i was looking foward to a more happier, and less stressful week, well i take that back only because stupid AP test is now 7 days away, but you know, i just wanted to stress about AP, and NOTHING ELSE. nothing else being stuff UNschool related. uggggh. whatever. this whole week, i've been fed up with this one issue that has been bugging me since last week thursday. yes, i even rememeber when because its that irritating. big props to anne and pia for just being there :) i love you guys so much! but really, THAT on top of errrthang is not a good mixture for me. honestly, i kind of like this too, its just a little something to add on my experience list, and " what not to do/what not to be into " list :) somewhat, its all good, but for the most part, im still trying to get over everything in a mental and emotional type thing. we'll see how i do. for now, i guess ill just view it as an experiement, to see how far i can really go with this without completely just breaking down.
SO, good vent sesh today in math :) us rebels and our anti-math mood :) YAY. hahahah so anyways, i basically just told those girls what has been on my mind lately, and im glad that they seem to agree with me. i never noticed, but i just realized ( and thank the lord because i was so like.. confused about this) that each and every person's definiton of things are BOUND to be different, and with this, it results in someone feeling one way, and the other person not totally aware of what's going on. honestly, how do you really cope with this type of situation? just let it slide? i dont know what to do. this is really pissing me off, only because i just run into this situation EVERY day during 4th. and it might be a routine thing every wednesday.. FML.
& wth was this bs on wednesday?! i didnt want to see him, because that day was already ugh as it was. but whatever. sometimes, i really wonder when i will be ready and calm to just talk about this.. like heart to heart, end up good terms. but we'll see. maybe its because im stubborn, and i refuse to. but lately i've been giving this attitude of being stubborn. after confirmation, we ate out at pei wei, and i was eating a fortunr cookie, and it said something about trying to understand. and i AM TRYING TO UNDERSTAND. i AM trying to understand what i did wrong, how WE went wrong, im trying to understand why im still so upset, even though i techincally SHOULDNT be, im trying to understand that i cant be like her, stoop to her level and become someone amazing, im just trying to understand that life isn't fair, especially now.
LUAU IS IN 2 WEEKS. that would be so dope if you guys would come :) its 10 dollars for both dinner, catered by L&L Bbq and a show presented by our polynesian club! its really worth it i promise :) let me know if you guys are interested ! thanks =)
woooow, i feel better kinda.
this week is for sure crunch time for APUSH, nott kiddding !
may 01st 2009:
-tired
-hungry
-confused
& also, our little, non math related conversation of hot boys at our school.. HAHAHAH best believe, there are SOME. hahahahaha.
anyways, this week hasnt really been a good one. i was looking foward to a more happier, and less stressful week, well i take that back only because stupid AP test is now 7 days away, but you know, i just wanted to stress about AP, and NOTHING ELSE. nothing else being stuff UNschool related. uggggh. whatever. this whole week, i've been fed up with this one issue that has been bugging me since last week thursday. yes, i even rememeber when because its that irritating. big props to anne and pia for just being there :) i love you guys so much! but really, THAT on top of errrthang is not a good mixture for me. honestly, i kind of like this too, its just a little something to add on my experience list, and " what not to do/what not to be into " list :) somewhat, its all good, but for the most part, im still trying to get over everything in a mental and emotional type thing. we'll see how i do. for now, i guess ill just view it as an experiement, to see how far i can really go with this without completely just breaking down.
SO, good vent sesh today in math :) us rebels and our anti-math mood :) YAY. hahahah so anyways, i basically just told those girls what has been on my mind lately, and im glad that they seem to agree with me. i never noticed, but i just realized ( and thank the lord because i was so like.. confused about this) that each and every person's definiton of things are BOUND to be different, and with this, it results in someone feeling one way, and the other person not totally aware of what's going on. honestly, how do you really cope with this type of situation? just let it slide? i dont know what to do. this is really pissing me off, only because i just run into this situation EVERY day during 4th. and it might be a routine thing every wednesday.. FML.
& wth was this bs on wednesday?! i didnt want to see him, because that day was already ugh as it was. but whatever. sometimes, i really wonder when i will be ready and calm to just talk about this.. like heart to heart, end up good terms. but we'll see. maybe its because im stubborn, and i refuse to. but lately i've been giving this attitude of being stubborn. after confirmation, we ate out at pei wei, and i was eating a fortunr cookie, and it said something about trying to understand. and i AM TRYING TO UNDERSTAND. i AM trying to understand what i did wrong, how WE went wrong, im trying to understand why im still so upset, even though i techincally SHOULDNT be, im trying to understand that i cant be like her, stoop to her level and become someone amazing, im just trying to understand that life isn't fair, especially now.
LUAU IS IN 2 WEEKS. that would be so dope if you guys would come :) its 10 dollars for both dinner, catered by L&L Bbq and a show presented by our polynesian club! its really worth it i promise :) let me know if you guys are interested ! thanks =)
woooow, i feel better kinda.
this week is for sure crunch time for APUSH, nott kiddding !
may 01st 2009:
-tired
-hungry
-confused
Saturday, April 25, 2009
wasssssup.
yay! i feel happy again :) so heres a little recap of my weekend :
friday: everything was okay on friday. it was just another one of those whatever days. for reals. i was really bummed though, only because on thursday, lakers lost! but thats okay ! because today we won ! and we won by A LOT, i just forgot how many. hahahahaha. so after school, i went home and just touched up and drove to the shoppes to meet with camille :) we shopped for a bit and found my confirmation outfit, and pencil skirt and a bright yellow top :) yayyyy! and then we just walked around, and i bumped into jacob ! well i didnt bump into him, because i knew he was at the shoppes, but he found me :) so then, i guess he needed a ride home, so i gave him one :) ended up at staying at his casa until like, 5:15 ish. i met his 'rents, and we chilled and just watched tv. like, 10 minutes of icarly, and about 10 minutes of that 70's show. plus you know, all the commercials and stuff. then went to st. paul to pick up my sister. we went to get chipotle, and then i drove my mom to walnut just so she can get a haircut. phewwww. sheeesh. hahahaha. and then i came home and i was SUPER tired. well because the night before, i stayed up till freaking midnight talking on the phone ! but it was well worth it :) so i guess i came home,and just chilllllllled.
saturday: THE DAY I GOT CONFIRMED! i was so excited, but too bad my mom woke me up freaking early when i was planning to sleep in until 10, she woke up at like 8:30 saying that there was food downstairs. i was hungry, but i wanted to sleep in more, and she kept bugging me to wake up. so she waits an hour and finally gets my sister to come up to my room and ask me to wake up. sheeeesh. so i woke up, ate, then went back to sleep for about 20 minutes. then i played around with my hair to see what i could do. then i went on youtube, looked up some hair tutorial, watched it, then took a shower, and got ready :) then we went to church, and i got ready for confirmation and blah blah blah :) i was so excited ! everyone looked freaking nice, i was so happy! hahahah and honestly, it felt like i was at a freaking graduation. but the weather was nice too ! so after, we kept taking pictures, and then when we finally stopped taking pictures, we went to go eat at pei wei's in the commmons. and they have a whole grip of fortune cookies !! =D ! so then marjorie came over, and we watched some of the laker game, until my sister decides that all three of us should walk to click. so we did, and i was still in my confirmation clothing. -_- we only took pictures at like what? 2 booths? but it was well worth it =) so then denise wanted starbucks, so i drive my ass down all the way to starbucks and spend a good 10 bucks on drinks. i came home and we finished the laker game, with us winning :) yaaaay ! and then my mom and i drove around to get something to eat, and we ended up going to in and out. then we ate and watched harry potter, and then dropped marjorie home. then now im here thinking about everything that has happened this past week. and honeslty, im so over everything. i think i found something, and im going to pursue with it this time. i have a feeling, that this one is something i haven't experienced before.
we'll see.
april 25th, 2009
-tired
-sleepy
-happy
-confused
-mad ( not a lot )
- & im officially missing you !
ha
Thursday, April 23, 2009
WHAT THE FUCK.
is the world on some sort of mission to just totally piss me off today or what? or to just totally make me feel like shit?! because if it is, mission mother fucking accomplished.
seriously, fuck my life. lately, i havent been caring anymore. school's almost done, and i got my license and i all wanna do is just go out and chill. forget all this bullshit and lets just do something. honestly, i dont give a fuck anymore, or im starting. and its applying to almost everything now. school, boys, whatever, just i dont give a fuck anymore. i dont know why the hell im so pissed right now. i feel like i just wanna blow up, just fucking punch someone straight in the face. i think that would make me feel SO much better. maybe not, i dont know. i dont wanna forgive people for just hurting me. fuckers. can someone just tell me what the fuck is happening with me?! why im so pissed like this?! this isn't like me. for reals. and im more leaning towards of a confused feel. i dont know WHAT to feel. if i should be happy, sad, i dont fucking know anymore. im just fucking pissed off, and i dont know what the hell im going to do with myself tonight. REALLY.
** im so sick and tired of all your bull shit. its just turning me into someone im not. i cant believe myself, that i would go this far to feel like this. thanks, A LOT.
UGH.
seriously, fuck my life. lately, i havent been caring anymore. school's almost done, and i got my license and i all wanna do is just go out and chill. forget all this bullshit and lets just do something. honestly, i dont give a fuck anymore, or im starting. and its applying to almost everything now. school, boys, whatever, just i dont give a fuck anymore. i dont know why the hell im so pissed right now. i feel like i just wanna blow up, just fucking punch someone straight in the face. i think that would make me feel SO much better. maybe not, i dont know. i dont wanna forgive people for just hurting me. fuckers. can someone just tell me what the fuck is happening with me?! why im so pissed like this?! this isn't like me. for reals. and im more leaning towards of a confused feel. i dont know WHAT to feel. if i should be happy, sad, i dont fucking know anymore. im just fucking pissed off, and i dont know what the hell im going to do with myself tonight. REALLY.
** im so sick and tired of all your bull shit. its just turning me into someone im not. i cant believe myself, that i would go this far to feel like this. thanks, A LOT.
UGH.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
day one
of driving ALONE :)
honestly, i love the feeling. and yes i can admit that its kinda boring, since you're not really with anyone, but oh well. i feel so freaking cool now ! =) and i can play music in my car without worrying about it being awkward with my mom or my dad ! weeeeeeeeeee ! so on the way there, i guess coming down eucalyptus (spelling?) i was going down the hill, and then all of a sudden i guess this stray dog decided to just run across the street. SHIT. i got so scared, and luckly, the car behind me was like miles away, so i stopped and just waited until it got to the other side with safety. but at the same time i could hear my mothers voice in my head " just run over the animal, would you rather hit the animal? or someone hit you " BAHAHA to bad she wasnt in the car with me to tell me that ! bahahahahahaha ! but yeah, i felt so cool when i could finally park in the parking lot, get out and LOCK THE DOOR :)
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
i hated though, how it was super windy today, which made it coldER then it was. but whatever, i just danced with my jeans on and my jacket.
after poly, i decided not to stay, i couldnt bear the coldness outside, and i really wanted to just drive around.. no joke :)
so i wanted to go get my eyebrows done, so i drove around to find the cheapest place. and i did! and the lady was like " hope to see you soon " O_O okaaaaay.
i bought my sister and i little cell phone key chain thingies. i have hello kitty, and she has the girl from animal crossing. prettttay dope huh? =) so blah blah i came home, did nothing, played animal crossing, and my mom told me that she'll be at my cousins house till like forever, so i got hungry and asked if we could get something to eat. and we did. but seriously, i had to take my dad :( but my sister sat in the front ! =) but its ridiculous, my dad STILL tells me what to do. REALLY NOW?! -_- ugh, whatever !
so now im here! and im super excited for tomorrow ! kaycee's casa and the movies =)
and then on friday.. six flags ! WEEEEEEEEEEE
i <3 spring break. and really. i think i should prolly start on homework.. i have shit loads to do. FML.
honestly, i love the feeling. and yes i can admit that its kinda boring, since you're not really with anyone, but oh well. i feel so freaking cool now ! =) and i can play music in my car without worrying about it being awkward with my mom or my dad ! weeeeeeeeeee ! so on the way there, i guess coming down eucalyptus (spelling?) i was going down the hill, and then all of a sudden i guess this stray dog decided to just run across the street. SHIT. i got so scared, and luckly, the car behind me was like miles away, so i stopped and just waited until it got to the other side with safety. but at the same time i could hear my mothers voice in my head " just run over the animal, would you rather hit the animal? or someone hit you " BAHAHA to bad she wasnt in the car with me to tell me that ! bahahahahahaha ! but yeah, i felt so cool when i could finally park in the parking lot, get out and LOCK THE DOOR :)
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
i hated though, how it was super windy today, which made it coldER then it was. but whatever, i just danced with my jeans on and my jacket.
after poly, i decided not to stay, i couldnt bear the coldness outside, and i really wanted to just drive around.. no joke :)
so i wanted to go get my eyebrows done, so i drove around to find the cheapest place. and i did! and the lady was like " hope to see you soon " O_O okaaaaay.
i bought my sister and i little cell phone key chain thingies. i have hello kitty, and she has the girl from animal crossing. prettttay dope huh? =) so blah blah i came home, did nothing, played animal crossing, and my mom told me that she'll be at my cousins house till like forever, so i got hungry and asked if we could get something to eat. and we did. but seriously, i had to take my dad :( but my sister sat in the front ! =) but its ridiculous, my dad STILL tells me what to do. REALLY NOW?! -_- ugh, whatever !
so now im here! and im super excited for tomorrow ! kaycee's casa and the movies =)
and then on friday.. six flags ! WEEEEEEEEEEE
i <3 spring break. and really. i think i should prolly start on homework.. i have shit loads to do. FML.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
eastaaaaaaah :)
mass was ridiculously crowded ! but of course, its easter sunday !
im so happy, i finally saw adriel after like 3498753495 years ! for reals :)
so my family and i headed on over to san dimas to a party. happy birthday katherine basallo :) i miss you girl, and i hope you have many more birthdays to come!
today was just chill and whatever. i woke up really late ! and i was pissed because i forgot that i had chores to do, so now that leaves me with stuff to do on monday. oh well :(. as i said, today was chill. i liked the weather a lot! nice and sunny! i was happy that i met up with kristin, steven, and ghian! i miss them, and it felt really good to just meet up with them. =] we chilled and played king elephant, tried to go back to those memmories :) and then we played mafia, but before it got all good, i had to leave :( which totally sucks. we came home and i did of course, nothing. well i turned on our wii and played animal crossing ! it was a great feeling! =] so im basically packed for this whole week, :
monday- stay home and clean the whole day, and maybe do some studying and homework
tuesday- dmv !
wednesday- poly practice from 10-12:30
thursday- kaycee's casa, & a surprise visit (;
friday- six flags :)
YAYYYYYYY im so excited !!!! =]
im so happy, i finally saw adriel after like 3498753495 years ! for reals :)
so my family and i headed on over to san dimas to a party. happy birthday katherine basallo :) i miss you girl, and i hope you have many more birthdays to come!
today was just chill and whatever. i woke up really late ! and i was pissed because i forgot that i had chores to do, so now that leaves me with stuff to do on monday. oh well :(. as i said, today was chill. i liked the weather a lot! nice and sunny! i was happy that i met up with kristin, steven, and ghian! i miss them, and it felt really good to just meet up with them. =] we chilled and played king elephant, tried to go back to those memmories :) and then we played mafia, but before it got all good, i had to leave :( which totally sucks. we came home and i did of course, nothing. well i turned on our wii and played animal crossing ! it was a great feeling! =] so im basically packed for this whole week, :
monday- stay home and clean the whole day, and maybe do some studying and homework
tuesday- dmv !
wednesday- poly practice from 10-12:30
thursday- kaycee's casa, & a surprise visit (;
friday- six flags :)
YAYYYYYYY im so excited !!!! =]
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