WHAT THE FUCK.

is the world on some sort of mission to just totally piss me off today or what? or to just totally make me feel like shit?! because if it is, mission mother fucking accomplished.


seriously, fuck my life. lately, i havent been caring anymore. school's almost done, and i got my license and i all wanna do is just go out and chill. forget all this bullshit and lets just do something. honestly, i dont give a fuck anymore, or im starting. and its applying to almost everything now. school, boys, whatever, just i dont give a fuck anymore. i dont know why the hell im so pissed right now. i feel like i just wanna blow up, just fucking punch someone straight in the face. i think that would make me feel SO much better. maybe not, i dont know. i dont wanna forgive people for just hurting me. fuckers. can someone just tell me what the fuck is happening with me?! why im so pissed like this?! this isn't like me. for reals. and im more leaning towards of a confused feel. i dont know WHAT to feel. if i should be happy, sad, i dont fucking know anymore. im just fucking pissed off, and i dont know what the hell im going to do with myself tonight. REALLY.

** im so sick and tired of all your bull shit. its just turning me into someone im not. i cant believe myself, that i would go this far to feel like this. thanks, A LOT.

UGH.