what

the ef.



REALLY NOW?!
YOU HAVE TO BE KIDDING ME!!!

i was looking foward to this spring break to just being something i can fall back and just chill. and what do you know? the first day has gone bad. what the heck. i dont understand. i just feel like i cant trust anyone anymore. that one thing i will say, will just leak out to the whole world. its like i cant tell anyone my secrets without anyone else knowing or talking about it. really now? i cant believe you guys. i really can't. its like you guys dont respect the dont tell anyone rule. and i've known you guys forever and a day, and you just cant do that one thing for me. REALLY. i mean seriously. what a crappy way to start the first day of spring break right?! seriously !!! i thought you guys had my backs and everything. what the eff is up with you just talking about it?! i mean really now. and the fact that it came up with someone and you just happened to add on... wth is that?! i feel like you guys dont even respect my wishes, i mean really, its not that hard to not tell someone.. reallly. its not. and apprently you guys dont really understand that it IS personal stuff.. and i DO mind if everyone knows. and im pretty freaking sure that you wouldnt want people to know either right? i thought so. i dont know what to do anymore. im so dissappointed in you, ALL of you.
thanks.

april 10th 2009:
-effing pissed
-forgotten
-dissapointed
-sad
-all jittery
- & NOT confused :)