seriously?!

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

so so SO much has been going down lately. and i know i said that before on my last blog, but im dead serious right now. hahahah no joke.

so, i guess i just wanna get stuff off my chest.
if you wanna try and fuck with the people i love, then you dont deserve to be my friend. who the eff do you think you are, saying shit like that, what the eff do you think your problem is. i dont think you see people spreading stuff like that about you, do you? didn't think so. and you know what, at least he said it to you motha freaking face, not behind your back. dont try and deny the fact that you did say that kind of stuff, then why the hell would you be in this mess bitch?! yeah. thought so. so just one word of advice: don't ever fuck with my bests agian, GOT IT BITCH?

SO, thats off my chest, everything has been going well. right now, stupid projects are just being thrown at me right and left, & honestly, i dont know if i can keep up. & balancing homework on top of that is just insane. i didnt think it would become this bad.. and right now my grades are just something else. something else as in a bad something else. i dont know what the eff just happened to me. i just lost it, and just gave up. i wish i could just do that. give up on the whole world. wouldn't that be a sight? but im trying. im trying my best to pull myself out of this dipshit. THANK THE LORD FOR FAMILY AND FRIENDS.

wohooo ! sadies tomorrow ! too bad im freaking busy !:( whatever, ill somewhat manage through. and honestly, i think a night like sadies will just push my thoughts away. everything that i've been stressing about will just be gone ! and im super excited for sadies ! freaking 1100 plus people, DAYUM isss gonna be hot in thuuuuur.

retreat was AWESOME. im so thankful that ive gotten to go through something like that. now i am so ready to be confirmed :) yayayayay ! i thank the lord for helping me choose the correct sponsor. because of this wonderful retreat, i feel that we're on better terms, and we've grown deeper into our faith. and i LOVE that :) it makes me really happy !

okay, but yeah , just a little update. :)

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