this weekend was by far the best weekend so far! i really just needed one of these weekends to just find myself again.
friday- school was lame, since i was in a bad mood that day. but i went to go see up with jacob and my sister ;) UP is the cutest movie by far! and i think you should go see it, because its the effing best :) it made me cry like 39573458 times! hahaha and i tried to be all slick about it! it was great! so i guess after the movies i heard th lakers won :) which just totally just made my day even more. it was so great because i couldnt believe i was out, chilling with him (: how could my weekend get any better right?! unbelieveable. so i guess i brought jacob home after the movies. and i swear, if i had a time machine.. i would just rewind and freeze until that momment. friday just revealed everything i needed to know about us, and im glad now. friday night just totally altered my feelings toward him, and whats up for us. im glad that friday night happened! like REAL happy :)
saturday- i woke up to the sound of my sister getting ready for knotts. which was kinda lame because i wanted to go! but thats okay, because i was so excited for chino hills high luau! i really wanted to just chill with my cousins you know? its because i rarely even see them now these days, and it stinks you know!? anyways. so my mom dropped marjorie and i to the luau and we waited for ate cherisse and her boyfriand. it was great seeing all the officers from ayala! i like how we just bonded there :) oh well i take that back.. it was the officers plus jason :) hahahah. the luau was good, food was great. so me, my ate, her boyfriend and marjorie left after the luau was finished and my ate picked jacob up from his house to go hang out. i was so surprised that his parents would let him out this late. but it was fun. we drove to joghurt! it was super crowded! marjorie got so much, and after minutes of dilerberaton, justin and ate finally decided to get something too ! it was great. so then we dropped jacob home, and then we went back to chino hills high to get picked up.
DOPE WEEKEND OR WHAT?! seeing boy for 2 days in a row?! :DDDD SCORE.
but really now. i didnt realize this until now, but friday night just totally set the precedent for the future. i cant wait :D
until next time.
may 30th 2009
- bubbly
- tired
-officially missing you :)
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Friday, May 1, 2009
vent,vent,vent.
4th period= GOOD VENTING SESSION.
& also, our little, non math related conversation of hot boys at our school.. HAHAHAH best believe, there are SOME. hahahahaha.
anyways, this week hasnt really been a good one. i was looking foward to a more happier, and less stressful week, well i take that back only because stupid AP test is now 7 days away, but you know, i just wanted to stress about AP, and NOTHING ELSE. nothing else being stuff UNschool related. uggggh. whatever. this whole week, i've been fed up with this one issue that has been bugging me since last week thursday. yes, i even rememeber when because its that irritating. big props to anne and pia for just being there :) i love you guys so much! but really, THAT on top of errrthang is not a good mixture for me. honestly, i kind of like this too, its just a little something to add on my experience list, and " what not to do/what not to be into " list :) somewhat, its all good, but for the most part, im still trying to get over everything in a mental and emotional type thing. we'll see how i do. for now, i guess ill just view it as an experiement, to see how far i can really go with this without completely just breaking down.
SO, good vent sesh today in math :) us rebels and our anti-math mood :) YAY. hahahah so anyways, i basically just told those girls what has been on my mind lately, and im glad that they seem to agree with me. i never noticed, but i just realized ( and thank the lord because i was so like.. confused about this) that each and every person's definiton of things are BOUND to be different, and with this, it results in someone feeling one way, and the other person not totally aware of what's going on. honestly, how do you really cope with this type of situation? just let it slide? i dont know what to do. this is really pissing me off, only because i just run into this situation EVERY day during 4th. and it might be a routine thing every wednesday.. FML.
& wth was this bs on wednesday?! i didnt want to see him, because that day was already ugh as it was. but whatever. sometimes, i really wonder when i will be ready and calm to just talk about this.. like heart to heart, end up good terms. but we'll see. maybe its because im stubborn, and i refuse to. but lately i've been giving this attitude of being stubborn. after confirmation, we ate out at pei wei, and i was eating a fortunr cookie, and it said something about trying to understand. and i AM TRYING TO UNDERSTAND. i AM trying to understand what i did wrong, how WE went wrong, im trying to understand why im still so upset, even though i techincally SHOULDNT be, im trying to understand that i cant be like her, stoop to her level and become someone amazing, im just trying to understand that life isn't fair, especially now.
LUAU IS IN 2 WEEKS. that would be so dope if you guys would come :) its 10 dollars for both dinner, catered by L&L Bbq and a show presented by our polynesian club! its really worth it i promise :) let me know if you guys are interested ! thanks =)
woooow, i feel better kinda.
this week is for sure crunch time for APUSH, nott kiddding !
may 01st 2009:
-tired
-hungry
-confused
& also, our little, non math related conversation of hot boys at our school.. HAHAHAH best believe, there are SOME. hahahahaha.
anyways, this week hasnt really been a good one. i was looking foward to a more happier, and less stressful week, well i take that back only because stupid AP test is now 7 days away, but you know, i just wanted to stress about AP, and NOTHING ELSE. nothing else being stuff UNschool related. uggggh. whatever. this whole week, i've been fed up with this one issue that has been bugging me since last week thursday. yes, i even rememeber when because its that irritating. big props to anne and pia for just being there :) i love you guys so much! but really, THAT on top of errrthang is not a good mixture for me. honestly, i kind of like this too, its just a little something to add on my experience list, and " what not to do/what not to be into " list :) somewhat, its all good, but for the most part, im still trying to get over everything in a mental and emotional type thing. we'll see how i do. for now, i guess ill just view it as an experiement, to see how far i can really go with this without completely just breaking down.
SO, good vent sesh today in math :) us rebels and our anti-math mood :) YAY. hahahah so anyways, i basically just told those girls what has been on my mind lately, and im glad that they seem to agree with me. i never noticed, but i just realized ( and thank the lord because i was so like.. confused about this) that each and every person's definiton of things are BOUND to be different, and with this, it results in someone feeling one way, and the other person not totally aware of what's going on. honestly, how do you really cope with this type of situation? just let it slide? i dont know what to do. this is really pissing me off, only because i just run into this situation EVERY day during 4th. and it might be a routine thing every wednesday.. FML.
& wth was this bs on wednesday?! i didnt want to see him, because that day was already ugh as it was. but whatever. sometimes, i really wonder when i will be ready and calm to just talk about this.. like heart to heart, end up good terms. but we'll see. maybe its because im stubborn, and i refuse to. but lately i've been giving this attitude of being stubborn. after confirmation, we ate out at pei wei, and i was eating a fortunr cookie, and it said something about trying to understand. and i AM TRYING TO UNDERSTAND. i AM trying to understand what i did wrong, how WE went wrong, im trying to understand why im still so upset, even though i techincally SHOULDNT be, im trying to understand that i cant be like her, stoop to her level and become someone amazing, im just trying to understand that life isn't fair, especially now.
LUAU IS IN 2 WEEKS. that would be so dope if you guys would come :) its 10 dollars for both dinner, catered by L&L Bbq and a show presented by our polynesian club! its really worth it i promise :) let me know if you guys are interested ! thanks =)
woooow, i feel better kinda.
this week is for sure crunch time for APUSH, nott kiddding !
may 01st 2009:
-tired
-hungry
-confused
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