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hello world ! december 19th 2008 !

this morning, i woke up and i took a long and really hot shower ! felt SO NICE , and then i did my hair.. sort of.. and then my make up (: because i knew that andrea was going to photograph me today so, i gots ta you know, look all cayooooot !

anyways i got to school and of course every year my group of friends have the largest line of presents, sometimes its such a freaking hassal because i have to carry all these bags, and oh lord it just gets sooo tiring. and even in class, people like, trip over your shit and everything. whatever !

1st period: vocab quiz ! EASY as always ! and then just chilled slash studied or well i mean "studied" for apush with jerald, jon reyes, and andrew ! then i tried to guess what everyone gave me... hahahah
2nd period: CHEMISTRY! PARTAYYYYYY! gosh, i was craving munchies sooooo much ! so i ate my bag.. well some of it and then anne's brownies were freaking GOOD =) so yeah basically that period i stuffed my face with some junk food :( but thats okay, imma walk it out =) & then jenna and i took some vogue pictures and then pia and regina came with some popcorn so we took MORE pictures. we saw come kernals and tried to make our cellphones pop the kernal... and i have never seen something like that before... hahahah. and then i said bye to miss haynes :( shes such an awesome teacher ! i hope she comes back !
3rd period: i dont really like spanish class anymore. its so boring because we do the same things all over again, i dont know if its a curse or something, but every spanish class, like i have NO one in my class... so im like alone.. which freaking sucks. but yeah today we did our diario and our noticias and just watched la catrina.. kind of boring, i hoped that we could eat and just chill but NO ! :(
4th period: MATH! THANK GOD ! the homework checkup was canceled... ONE DAY SHES IN A GOOD MOOD =) so we just discussed you know, our group project and what not... and then after that we did these wierd word thingies... hahahahah
5th period: GOT SUMM DAT WASSAIL ! YAYYY ! it tasted kind of orangy but it was still pretty good =) thanks roddy ! took MORE pictures.. hahaha
6th period: APUSH :( i dont like this class at all, except for the people.. there pretty chillll ! the test was okay... not tooo bad ! but whatever, but i think i did bad.... HAHAH

but yeah this week has been an interesting week, with a down so low, its still pretty yeah. & i cant believe i opened my presents... HAHAH how pathetic, every year i tell myself that i will wait and look what happens, i am tempted to open everything. THANKS EVERYONE FOR THE GIFTS, I LOVE THEM =)

right now, he's at the jesus sleepover watching over little kids =) which kind of makes me sad because there wont be a late night convo :( but thats okay, theres always saturday, sunday, monday.. etc =)

12/19/08:
HUNGRY
& sooo madly in like with you =)

everything

is sort of kind of falling into place?
i dont know...

WOW i just realized that i havent updated in a really long time. THANK YOU JUNIOR YEAR.
shooooot, there was this one week, where i just had literally just a breakdown.. it was HORRIBLE.
but whatever, i need to learn how to time manage!

AND GOOD NEWS ! i finally have text ! so ya'lll bust out yo phones and text me :DDDD

mmmm... yesterday....
was totally great (:
grandpa's birthday, spending time with the family and most of all the pacquiao fight !
hahaha i like how my ate was like
" stuff like that makes me proud to be filipino."
puauhahaha i <3 my family.

the cousins and i and my sister took like 94358734958734 photos on the webcam... HAHAH
it got to the point where the webcam went like black.. HAHA !



LATELY:
-to me, boy troubles have been FAR GONE (:
- relationships are mending.. some broken, but i could give a damn, because the ones i wanted to be mended are finally effing mended.
- theres just one person on my mind, and its driving me insane.
- the driving insane part equals no concentration at school
- LAKERS ARE KICKING ASS (: go ariza ! =)
- except that one game against the effing pacers.. THAT WAS REALLY LUCKY !

& thats basically it.. so much for an update right? ha! its just basically
-i'm madly in like with you**
- school is whack
-and GOOOOO LAKERS ! =)

one body one spirit

conformation two retreat was the bomb dizzzle !
i find myself missing everyone who went on that retreat and i find myself on this "spirital high "
YAY.


NO SCHOOL TODAY BECAUSE THE FIRES.
thank THE LORD.
honestly, i got home and just talked on the phone not doing ANY homework what so ever.
HAHAHAH IM SUCH A BAD GIRL (;

what the heck, i still find myself tired after like... i slept in, and i woke up at like.. 9:30 which like never happens to me because im so used to waking up early. so WHATEVER

i hate homework, and i hate being confused,
STILL.

" i try to reach you, i could almost feel you but then you dissappear."

=?

like honestly.

question: are you just going to leave it as it is?!
no phone call since god knows when, and i guess this is how its going to be left at.
THANKS BIATCH. it was fun getting to know you.

LAKERS WON YESTERDAY, and this is day two of eating out.. im fureakkkkking fat :( i neeeeeeda run.

yesterday was a chill day, hung out with cousin and sister at click.. HAHA spent like.. 29 dollars? or something? i dont know, but i need to finish homework. i have :

-maxwell essay
- chemistry test this friday
- noticias
- math homework
- & outline
SO MUCH =_________=
but whatever i guess i'll cope, and plus, i have two days, PLENTY of time right right right ?!?!!?

WOHOO ! i carly marathon on like..4. it'll give me something to do, besides doing my actual homework.

i kinda sorta like the weather today... cold, but still a little sunny, which reminds me, my sunglasses broke :[ so someone buy me another pair! please&thanks(;

SOMEONE LETS DO SOMETHING ALREADY & SAVE ME FROM THIS BOREDOM.

2:07 pm
-relived
-determined
-& possibly falling?? we'll see.

I thought

i was right.
damn women's intution never works on me ! :[

fuck fuck fuck fuck !
oh whatever, i'll eventually get over it right?
thanks for the screwover.



nina's was funnn (:
thee chillest thing so far, and i guess its something i needed... welll, i need more, but that'lll do just fine (:

today?
I BOUGHT, well my mom bought me.. A NEW PAIR OF BOOTS !
AHHHHHH IM SO EXCITED BECAUSE THERE THE ONES I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO LOCATE EVERSINCE I CAN REMEMBER.
AND THEY WERE ONLY 22 DOLLARS.
haaaaaaaaaaaail yes :DDDDDDDDDD
so now, i pray that the cold will come in and so i can rock them babbbbbies ,oooooooh yes.
4 day weekends suck ass, especially with drama floating in the air. i was kinda bummed that i didnt get to go see my cousins this weekend :[ but theres monday and tuesday because we dont have schooooool !


7:09 pm
-sad
-mad
-confused
-HURT.

<3

welll since i blogged yesterday at like 3 in the morning.. all im going to say is...


" i think i may like you,
i already do,
feelings can grow,
but they can go away too "

my feet

HURT.

TODAY WAS A GREAT DAY, and im glad that it was =)
el dia de los muertos, and then erika's debut, which was by far the best thing that has happened since freaking junior year :[ BOOOOO SCHOOOL.

i'm seriously starting to feel sick of it. i feel like i've been there forever, and its only been like how many months?!?! REALLY NOW.


SOO CONFUSED.
iiiii think im fallllllin in & out of LIKE.... well maybe not. ITS NOT EVEN NOTHING. like i barely even know, so more talking should = ???????????? WHO KNOWS.

its november 1st and in about 3 days we'll have a new president of the united states.
GOOD, some better fix the damn economy .

<3