peace out

JANUARY :)

wow feb already!? shoooot.. i swear.. this year is going by so quick, by the time you know it, i'll be a licenced driver, take that stupid AP test and the SAT and then it'll be summer :)
i cannnnot wait :)

this week/weekend has been interesting. i noticed that i should really start to pay attention to what goes on in classes instead of daydreaming of shit that never comes true. HAHA seriously right? like in chemistry, i actually understand what goes down, same goes with spanish and so on. but seriously for spanish, i actually like where i sit, and who im situated with in that class, makes it go by so much faster. As for math.. hmm.. trig is pretty damn hard, dont like it at all, and i freaking miss pre calc! but whatever, hopefully, i'll make it through, and hopefully i got an A on that last homework check up ! APUSH, well im kinda feeling better about that class, because the last test i took besides the final, i actually passed with a 79. so i have some coffidence that it'll just be better from here :)
so if i want good grades, ( well better grades, cuhs right now, my grades ARE good ) then that means more paying attention more studying and just more concentration. i can't afford to fuck this semester over like i did the first one. and its so funny because when i look back at my grades, i realize how much better i could do, if i wasnt so damn lazy!

ANYWAYS.
friday was a VERY nice day :) i wish i could have days like that all the time, you know. chill after school with the home fries, go to chipotle and see like.. most of the ayala high school and then walk on over to ra and eat chipotle and laugh and talk crap about people. and then a few minutes later walk around the shoppes and walk into forever 21 trying to find a wf dress but instead get distracted by all these sluty dresses, and then make one of our friends try it on and she screams that she looks like a hooker but then a girl with the same dress comes out of a dressing room. and then a few minutes after that your boyfriend comes, and then you meet his two friends and he stays with you & your friends. he tells you he misses you, and that you smell good. he holds you like he never wants to let go, and then you have all these butterflies in your stomach you are literally at a loss for words.
THAT WAS MY FRIDAY :) jealous? ;)
saturday wasn't that great. well actually i take that back. it was decent for most saturdays. my mom woke me up hella early so i can drive her to seafood city. and instead of taking the side street, like we always do when we're in the walnut/westco area, we take the damn freeway. but thats okay, because i've been on the freeway before, its nothing new :) seafood was fun. watching my mom pick out the perfect type of fish. same goes with vegetables and fruits. and then she walks in and out of ailes to make sure she doesn't forget anything. and then we pay and realize that we spent almost 60 dollars on food. DAMN.
and then my mom decided to buy me breakfast, and then drops me off at school. chill with them poly officers :) and then poly starts and what do you know , mother nature starts to PMS again, because today was so fureaking hot ! : ( i was sweaty ! :( it was grosssssss ! and then after poly, jerald toook me home and i crashed.. literally. woke up and took my mom and my sister to kyr so my sister could sign up for clarinet lessons. then we went to go visit my lolo :) chilled at my lola's for a while, then left to good grocery shopping (again) at food for less. and then my mom took my sister and i to yogurt bar because we were craving some :) so then we came home, i knocked out again and after we went to mass. then my mom decieds to get some mexican food at baja fresh. came home, watched the laker game and now im here doing nothing. and i'm thinking about the things i SHOULD be doing, for example: HOMOWORK.

37-9 ! lakers ftw ! :) too bad bynum has a knee sprain, and it kinda sucks because that knee sprain happened to be his right knee.. the last time he had a knee sprain it was his left, and he was out for a looooong time :( and then to make things so much better, the celtics game is literally around the corner (thursday) can they really hold up without bynum?! we'll see ! :) kobe better not foul his ass out at the last quarter, when the game intensifies 4875934753948574 to the millionth power ! :)

today was also a good day to just catch up on my thoughts. i thought about ____ & ____ and i realized that i lost both of you guys, which kind of sucks because i never intended for anything to happen between me and ____. even though i see ___ once in a while, it still isnt the same. and sometimes i dont understand why we dont even talk. and as for _____ im too scared to just catch up because it might lead to bad terms. and speaking or terms , we left on bad terms, which i STILL want to fix.

okay, wow this was a long blog, have fun reading !

january 31st 11:03 pm
-sick
-cold
-tired
- missing you ! :)