two thousand nine

HAS FINALLY COME.

and what a great way to start it with a fight.. UGH WHATEVER : )

hmm.. so i just wanna know, if YOU are reading this.. what the fuck happened to texting me and talking about this shit later? like honestly, i was hoping for some sort of " make up " for the new year, but i guess not huh? i dont know what you keep doing to me, coming back into my dreams.. and i guess its sort of meaningful. lately, i honestly and truly wanna tell you i hate you, straight up. Hate you for doing this to me, even though i know that its way to damn late to fix anything.. but then again, i'm not sure i want to anymore. fuck you, and i hope you had fun just bringing up my hopes for nothing bitch. have a great life.

----> ANYWAYS, on a happier note ! lakers ! hahahahahahah ! freaking heartbreak !
2 losses in a ROW : ( welll you know what !? efff san antonia and orlando ! we know we're good and thats alllll that matters : ) and today while i was watching the commercials before the 3rd quarter i think, i saw numba 5,FARMAR : ) so he's back, practicing and stufff : )
lately, things have been full of surprises, and surprisingly, i fullfilled some of my 09 resolution, mending relationships with certain people, and im happy because i mended more then i wanted :) which is REALLY good.
&& speaking of surprises.... < 333333333333 ! : )

hmmm 3 more months in the counting for my license ! i am SUPER excited.
&&& I ALMOST FORGOT..
school is so blah now, chemistry is WHACK... COME BACK MS HAYNES ! 2nd PERIOD NEEDS YOU !!!!! hahaahaha (;

12:33 am january 17th 2009:
-headache
-soooo in like
-& somewhat stressed.